Ever been to a cookie store? I know I have! I do love my cookies: chocolate chip, snikerdoodle, and many others! It is awesome to look at the racks of cookies and to see all the many possibilities! You have the choice to choose anyone you want! You name, and you can have it. All the possibilities! Imagine such a choice. What would you choose? Lets say you narrow it down to two choices. A cookie people expect you to have. Nice, elegant, and everything anyone would normally expect in a cookie. As for your other choice, a wild, fun, awesome cookie you would be more then happy to eat. Which would you choose? The one everyone expects or the wild one?
As most of you can guess there is a deeper meaning, but just answer the question. I don't want the "socially acceptable" answers though. None of this what makes you happy crap. We all know people nowadays mostly do what is socially acceptable. Are you one of them?
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
The Cookie
Saturday, October 27, 2007
Disneyland, Land of Your Dreams
All the families' little children are screaming and crying, "This line is too long!" What is Disneyland without a little kid lost or crying? What of these children's parents? They are just ignorant. They ignore what their own child does, but not the others! They have to complain about them! Don't people know that they have to watch their own children before watching others? My Dad knew this. My Mom knew this. Man, being at Disneyland is not necessarily all that and a bag of chips. Walt Disney's mind must have been crazy looking at all that has come through from his will. It's amazing to watch. Disneyland is a place of your dreams, not mine. Walt thought through his actions. It's awesome to know that he went bankrupt I think three times before you was stable. My favorite ride is the Tower of Terror. Its terror is awesome. I love that weightless feeling you get as it drops. Disneyland is awesome to young kids. Too bad for my family, the Smiths, most of us, (me, myself and I), no longer want to be a kid. The Smith's youngest kid is me, who wants to be the oldest. A sad story. We all want to be old, but then want to be young. Can't we make up our minds? No matter what we have, we always want something else. Can't we learn to love what we already have? Of course not. It is human nature to have greed. All the worlds families' greed put together would be enough to kill an entire nation, if all focused in one area. Isn't it amazing how far we would go to further ourselves? If someone would pay you one billion dollars to punch a kid and give him a black eye would you? Would you go so far as to give him a cut? A small concussion?? How far is too far?
Thursday, October 25, 2007
Disneyland
I get to go to Disneyland! Pretty sweet right? No not really. Oh well, Disneyland is fun enough. I have a season pass so I will go a bunch this year. Since I will be aways I need to try and get my five hundred words today and tomorrow. So I am watching TV to try and relax my brain. i just read over 100 pages of the Count of Monte Cristo to finish so I don't have to read at Disneyland. I hope I do well on the AR test. That would be awesome if I got all the questions right! My brain is soooo numb I feel very brainless. If only I could skip school tomorrow. It is not like I haven't before. It is not that hard to do. For me I just ask and my parents let me stay home sometimes. Now for something completely different. Don't you hate those commericials that come right out and say things that should not be said. Like about that time of the month or STD's? They should try and hide it a litte. It might scare little kids. I guess I am not a little kid am I? Sometimes I wish I was. It would be easier. No work, no school, just playing with your toys. But I guess to know true happiness, first you must know despair. Thus someone invented school! I am gonna go grab some ice cream.
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Best Freaking Dance EVER
The regional dance in Kaysville was awesome! I met up with a bunch of friends and we had tons and tons and tons of fun. I danced every dance! It was the most fun ever. I have been to alot of dances. I mean a ton! We use to have one every week where I use to live. Still this dance was the most fun. I danced so crazy! Even to High School Musical songs! GASP This dance probably played more slow songs then any other dance. Which was awesome! I absolutly love dances and all that! I hope all my friends had fun. I tried to make them all happy. I hope they will have more of them! I would go every week if they had one every week. Sadly they don't. Oh well, that doesn't make them any less fun!
Friday, October 19, 2007
"You and Me" "Goodbye"
What day is it And in what month This clock never seemed so alive I can't keep up and I can't back down I've been losing so much time Cause it's you and me and all of the people With nothing to do, nothing to lose And it's you and me and all of the people and I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you All of the things that I want to say Just aren't coming out right I'm tripping on words, you got my head spinning I don't know where to go from here Cause it's you and me and all of the people With nothing to do, nothing to prove And it's you and me and all of the people and I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off you Something about you now I can't quite figure out Everything she does is beautiful Everything she does is right Cause it's you and me and all of the people With nothing to do, nothing to lose And it's you and me and all of the people and I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of You and me and all of the people With nothing to do, nothing to prove and It's you and me and all of the people and I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you What day is it And in what month This clock never seemed so alive
As for the other half of my last post, the song "Goodbye" by SR-71 comes to mind.
Goodbye by SR-71
Everything you know, You wonder friend or foe
I'm the burning in your throat when you swallow
When you spit me out, Your stomach full of doubt
Now you're faking every word out of your mouth
And when you won't let go,
It's all about control
Understand I’m born to led you will follow
Now I don't wanna stay, and I'm running away
Don't you hear me when I say
Goodbye, so long, nice try, I'm gone
If you don't like being second
I don't like being wrong
I won't forget, the way you made me feel
I won't regret, running away from here
So I say goodbye again (x2)And now it's there to see, you've forgotten me
Ever since I was the prince among the thieves
So you hold me down, Strip away my crown
Can't contain me knowing all the truth I've found
Always thinking small, helping me to fall
Now your jealousy and hate consumes us all
I don't wanna stay
and I'm running away
Goodbye, so long, nice try, I'm gone
If you don't like being second
I don't like being wrong
I won't forget, the way you made me feel
I won't regret, running away from here
You think you see the world, but you see nothing (x2)Time is only gonna make it worse in the end
So I say goodbye again
Don't hit me with your fears, I don't fit with your ideas
You missed what I'm about, I earned my way out
And in the end, I say goodbye again I won't forget, the way you made me feel
I won't regret, running away from here I won't forget, the way you made me feel
I won't regret, so I say goodbye again
Goodbye, so long, nice try, I'm gone (x4) So I say goodbye again
Ahhh
Have you ever had a thought in your head you want to scream but know it will fall on deaf ears? Or have you ever had that one emotion you want to express but you know you will be shunned for it? Society blocks us from ourselves. What more can we do? Run? Lock it up? Beat the odds? So many thoughts go unspoken that want to scream! I just want to run at a wall and break it down. I want my courage to amount to my words. I want to tell them what I really think. Not, sure, thanks, and hello. I want them to know what my true thoughts are. Not the cheap drilled in ones. I want them all to know, I am not always so nice. I want them all to know that I hide beneath a mask most of the time. I want them all to know my real face. I want them all to accept me. So many different thoughts all crammed up in one mind. I want them all to know that I can do so much more then I have. To go along with half of my thoughts is this one song.